Melancholic

My mind is risen

I need some saving

Yeah

I'm in a place with

A lot of fake shit

Need make a shift

I drink too much

I'm taking sips

I need liquid

Confidence

I hate the trip

But make it lit

I light a swish

And savor it

But you can call it

Alcoholic

Melancholic

Guess I'm sad if I

Have to sit in silence

Pro defiance

Fight the lows

Just to ride the highest

Only feel the pain

For those left alive

Cause feels like I'm in a place

With all these conversations

That don't really make sense

Where people only worry bout

The weather, making payments

The top 20 famous

People on the stages

Pretending we unique

When most of us are faceless

Face it, it's basic

We're too complacent

And everybody chasing some lame shit

I'm being real to cut the sound

All these fake smiles, just frowns upside down

My mind is risen

I need some saving

Yeah I'm in a place with a lot fake shit

Trying to make a shift

That's making sense

And make enough to pay the rent

Going out

But really staying in

To double down on my investments

Of lines into

The art and they wonder why

It's hard but I'm soft at heart

Cause I spend all my time doing this

I'm fine being not fine

That's what makes this the truest shit

I've been around 4 years

I still think I'm new to this

But changing one life

With one line

Means everything to find a

Passion, a vision they coincide

With how I don't go outside

If you only knew what's up

You wouldn't live the lie

But it's love I can't take

It's too much cause it breaks me

Leaves me hating myself

If you feeling what I'm feeling

Understand what I've felt

You can tell

Why I never ask for help

With my health

Simple

I live for everybody else

My mind is racing

I need some saving

Will you keep me up

Cause the nights are way too tough

Be strong

Be strong