Intro
You wasting too much time
You taking too much time
I need it for the rhymes
And you still wonder why
I even bother to try
But we both know
We both know
That you were never mine
We both know
So nevermind
Verse
If you can't love yourself
How can you love someone else?
Depression will find you in time
If you let regrets sit
And get bested by lessons
Day in and day out
Cause if you take it home with you
Another way to doubt
Your mental
State's essential
Keep my vices transparent
Another detrimental
Experimental millennial
Who missed all the fundamentals
And this shit ain't going to stop
It's cutting my potential
This vibe made me who I am
Got to see past the tunnel
Vision I've focused in
Identified my sins
So that I could repent
Cause this self awareness shit
Is deeper than trying to win
It's deeper than being Christian
It's realer than reeling in
But it's different from wishing
It's the same as your habits
Y'all missioning for all that ambition
Just to get it
Just like an addict
Try to give up leisure for the most part
And go hard, 100% heart
I've been rapping for the art
You treat difference like a problem
It wasn't one til you tried to "solve" it
I'm appalled with their resolve and
Wonder why you even get involved
In the corporate installation
Of everything concentrated
Focus and lots of patience
In this pill that got me pacing
Wondering if the long term effects
Started to set in
Repeating so repetitive
I get it I notice
Psychosis
Might be poking
But genius and insanity
Is borderline
I'm toking
On something potent
To slow down
You may think I'm paranoid
I just don't want you around
You may think I'm paranoid
I just don't want you around
Yeah
And sometimes I wonder where the lines slip
From my mind's eye eclipsed
Cause shit I was contrasting
Virtues every chance I get
But one thing I was sure to
Ensure that I'd never hurt you
I take on all the pain so it'll never turn you
To keep you from feeling the flame
I'm getting burned first
Doubled down for the worse
It's my blessing
And my curse
Threw it in this song
You can treat it like any other verse
Cause I'm gone