Solstice

And I wonder

I always wonder

Wonder my soul slips

Always coming back around

Just like winter solstice

It's cyclical, the whole trip

I just pulled in

And I'ma post this

You were just hoping

But you didn't notice

I can't go with

You

Just want us to stay

Here we'd make a home

We could do it alone

But rather do it as both

We try do it in hopes

That it'd last

Longer than those laughs

That we've had

Always stayed off the path

The beaten road is the only way I know

And I know I'm so gone

I don't know what going on

And I hope that's okay

Just a way to fight the pain

You can say that,

But you can't change the facts

We should face the past

But we can't even relax

Kept in a place

Where you can't even make mistakes

I guess we're all enslaved

And you're so far away

That I'm gone

You're where I'd want to stay

I wanted more for you

I want to give you all my lives

And meet back up with you every single time

These lines are for those who question life

No point left to save this shit but I'm saying this

I'm only a man trying to get the gist

I'm too involved in this trip

And I'm just as closed in

I thought you'd to come home

I know I was just hoping

I guess that's just how it goes when

Joking about the whole thing

Checking in what you holding for now

And I know that you could call

People always treat me wrong

Why'd we even get involved?

You always go relapse

And it's the same shit the same trap

Just like winter solstice

Always coming back

But it doesn't last