Lucid

I just want to be lucid

And bring good vibes tonight

But my vibes ain't high

Tonight

When I'm with you

I don't feel so blue

Yo

I don't dream the same

When I'm wide awake

Every thought feels real

Every smile feels fake

I've been caught between

What I want and need

Trying to find some peace

In the in-between

It's scary it's beautiful

All at the same time

Looking for a reason

Hidden in the same signs

I don't need a spotlight

I just need a clear mind

Trying to see the truth

Through the blur of late nights

I've been out here on my own

But I'm not lost

Had to learn the hard way

What the calm costs

Every time I let go

Something pulls back

Every dream I chase

Leaves a footprint in the past

But when I'm with you

I don't feel as far gone

Like the world slows down

And the dark moves on

You bring light to the room

When my head gets loud

You don't even have to speak

You just calm me down

I've been trying to live

Like the pain won't win

Trying to turn these thoughts

Into songs again

I dream to live

I live to dream

Maybe we could wake up

On the same team

Same world

Same hurt

Same old fight

But I still want to bring

Good vibes tonight

I just want to be

I just want to be

I just want to be lucid

And bring good vibes tonight

When I'm with you

But my vibes ain't high

Tonight

I just want to be lucid

And bring good vibes tonight

But my vibes ain't high

Tonight

When I'm with you

I don't feel so blue

This is real life

No reset no replay

Sometimes I miss the dream

When I wake up to the weekday

Eyes wide open

But I still can't see straight

Heart still heavy

From the things I didn't say

I don't want to run

I just want to breathe

I don't want to lose

What's still left of me

Everybody talks love

But they don't move gently

Everybody wants trust

But they move so empty

I've been looking at the world

Like it's half-built

Trying to keep my soul clean

Where the glass spilled

Some days I'm strong

Some days I'm not

Some nights I'm grateful

For the little that I got

But the mind plays tricks

When the lights get dim

Every doubt gets loud

When I'm stuck within

I don't need perfection

Just a direction

A little more honesty

A little connection

And I know I've been distant

I know I've been low

Trying to find myself

In the things I outgrow

But when people get together

Through the worst weather

That's the kind of moment

That could last forever

No fake hype

No mask, no lie

Just a real conversation

Under real night skies

I've had enough

Of pretending I'm fine

Had enough of losing sleep

Over wasted time

But I'm still here

Still breathing through

Still trying to bring

Good vibes to you

So if I say goodbye

It don't mean I'm gone

It just means I need peace

Before I move on

I just want to be lucid

And bring good vibes tonight

When I'm with you

But my vibes ain't high

Tonight

I just want to be lucid

And bring good vibes tonight

But my vibes ain't high

Tonight

When I'm with you

I don't feel so blue

But my vibes ain't high

But my vibes ain't high

But my vibes ain't high

Tonight

I'm saying goodbye